10hrs away from 3 full days of fasting.

yeah that's right. I didn't eat at all yesterday. so it may not be a big deal to some of you fasting pros but I've never made it more than a day and im on my way to nailing three!

yesterday I only had a venti coffee in the morning and water for the rest of the day. today I've had a bit more calorie wise.

about to get quasi gross but yesterday I started my period and not til night did the cramps come. and I get horrible cramps like that make me throw up (which im sure I would've done if I were eating). but im scared to take an asprin after not eating so I read online about how walking helps. so this morn I walked for 1hour and 40mins. I was so proud of myself. but halfway through I was feeling it like I thought I was going to faint.

so I got an apple juice box which was 120cals. then my mom paid for me to go get my nails done which was a god send. cause you know how after a workout you just wanna eat everything in sight, yeah? well that was curbed by all the models in the glossy mags I flipped through in the shop. not taking care of my nails paid off :)

I got a venti iced green tea at starbucks cause coffee was getting boring. and actually I think that was zero cals cause tea doesn't have cals and I just added splenda. so I don't feel so bad cause just right now my mom came home and asked me if I wanted some of her gingerale and I was like 'yeah!' cause I didn't wanna get suspicious.

then I was like 'are you still making the chicken' because she's been talking about it ALL DAY and she goes yeah soon. but im getting out of that.

im cleaning my room now and I have all these clothes to put on a hanger so im gonna get out of making a plate as soon as she's done, which is what she likes- to watch me and make sure I get enough by saying 'oh im still putting clothes on a hanger.' and usually we eat and watch tv together but I just got its always sunny in philadelphia (hilarious btw) on dvd so im gonna be like 'oh I wanna watch that on my tv' which she won't say anything to because she doesn't like the show.

then im gonna close my door and throw out like half the soup and like one chicken thing and just leave it. because like clockwork my mom will like bust in my room unannounced to just see what im doing or to tell me something trivial i.e. see if im eating.

so that's the plan. fasting is so much fun. I feel so relaxed. like I just sit in my chair and I close my eyes and I don't fall asleep but im so weak that its more than just closing my eyes, you know? its like nice.

off subject but this guy in my class that I go to tomorrow has had a crush on me since the first day and I've just decided now that I like him back. and I think tomorrow is our last class or second to last. so im hoping he talks to me and wants to keep in touch. wish me luck. I have to look nice, open, and approachable. and I know if I eat anything I will get into such a funk ill look depressed and might scare him away. so this is real important to keep this fast up, for my spirits!!

I hope all of you are doing good. I really do. being successful is like the best high. I still haven't weighed myself. I plan to tomorrow morning as soon as I wake up. im not gonna eat in the morning but I might in the afternoon it depends.

I sort of want to do a five day fast that would be only til tuesday. idk. im definitely buying some juice (last post, checkit) so that if I truly break ill at least have that.

I feel so good. I will not let my six followers down lol.

sometimes from my phone im unable to comment on the blogs that im reading so if you know some support let them know about my blog. I could use it. knowing at least one person reads this is such a stable rock to fall back on when it comes to eating.

wish me luck with everything

think thinn