138.4 ugh.
friday morning: 139.2
im going to keep track of day to day. I usually forget and overestimate or underestimate and then I feel like im not losing at all.
so down .8 from yesterday. every journey starts with a single step right?
my mom saw. she saw that I've got a scale and she goes, "oh you've got your scale out, trying to lose eighty pounds?"
I really don't need her condescending bull shit RIGHT NOW. god I hate her. idk why she cares so much I wish she would just leave me alone for a bit. she's so condescending and unsupportive unless im doing what SHE wants me to do. if its not then she completely shuts off. its so annoying.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
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That's how all of my family except my mom is. They've had me in tears with their bullshit before. Stay strong, darling. Don't listen to what anyone else says; do what you want to do!
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