so ive been slacking and im so terribly sorry

i got up to like 150 but thats only because i was smoking a lot of pot and EATING like it was no ones business. i think my true weight is 141-143lbs and i dont get too excited until im in the 130s.

so yeah yesterday i weighed myself and i was 148 and i ended up not eating the entire day just drinking lots of juice because i was super sick and now i weigh 144

im posting because i want to eat SOO BADLY even though ive had tons of calories in juice already and i know that food will make me feel horrible. so idk. im real sorry about not posting. im planning to only fast again today. so two days total and then eat a bit and then fast for two more days. i think that would work best.

wish me luck. i hope you all have been doing good.

I weighed myself early this morn

and I weighed 142.8 so that's good. 2.8lbs down. but like it just sucks because I know once I hit 140 the weight loss is just gonna stop.

anyways. im not going to weigh myself til monday. as I approach 140 I know the weight loss is slowing down and I don't want to discourage myself.

I've also been eating but like healthy foods. when I get to 140 ill have to start fasting again.